Untitled.

I could really use a drink or two. Right now.

Just for You.

So the thing is,
I made this vow to write this for it's your birthday hahaha





A brown tiered bench under the tree beside our school toilet, that was where I first met you.
We barely knew each other till form 4 where we got into the same class, that was when we got closer, where you used to tease me for being a blurry sleepyhead in class :)


It's all because, u're well-known for your vociferous laugh that never fails to turn our whole class upsidedown. 
It's all because, I cherish you for always making the effort to meet up despite me being the most excellent pilot on earth, taking you on plane rides for 343829352439 times haha (you get what I mean don't you? mehehe) #FAILBIGTIME! trillion apologies missychuah. I never did turned up for planned gatherings and it ended up with some random meet-ups which wasn't bad afterall right right right? :)
Funny how we meet barely once a year and we could yap non-stop on every meet-ups.
It's all because, you're one of my close-est friend who I find, really easy to talk to.
For one reason or another, I could just blab anything to you without the hesitation of keeping anything in.
and one more thing, u're never once snobbish although u're a richbuttchuah :)
despite obstacles that were stumbled upon you just recently, you stayed strong, and your perseverance amazed me.




It's your birthday!
Hence hereby wishing you a blessed 21st,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY u're officially illegal hahaha and don't be jealous coz Im still in my teenagehood huehuehue :D
and no matter whenever it is, wherever you are,
i'll be there. perhaps not physically, but remember, there's always a listening ear right here to share your joy & sorrow :)

All the very best in your future undertakings. Stay strong and do him proud, ladychuah.

It's all because, this's a friendship that I really cherish.

It's all because, me loves you longgggggg time :) xx

Because that's what friends are always here for  ♥

Dentophobia.

Logged in facebook this morning, 
and boy was I in for a pleasant surprise.

The boyfriend turned me green in baking life .___.


Off to bed, seeing the dentist tomorrow. No more playing cheats.
Overcoming my worst-est fear ever. 
No but seriously, Why can't human live without teeth?
Why're human even born with teeth?
I just don't understand. I just don't geddit.


Iatrophobia Trypanophobia ok how am I suppose to get to bed tonight.
Help.

Changes.

The thought of shutting down the blog did came across my mind several times, since it's not much of a use anyway.

But then again, I've come to realise that sometimes I need someone to talk to.

I do have a lot of thoughts. General issues, issues which Im curious with, which might include some nonsense and silly thoughts.

Sometimes I do want to ask/share, but some people might just not be interested in what you want to share/express, and don't give a crap about it, and you wouldn't want them to. I feel better writing out in the blog itself. Hence puffy-puff shall stay.

I've been home for a little more than 2 weeks now.

Im always tired and just fallasleep around my house - on the bed, on the couch, on the thank god I don't own a bathtub else I'd fallasleep in shower too.

Many things have changed while I was abroad.

Landed back in town and was told that mom's accepted her job offer and will no longer be staying home. A change for the better? Feeling happy for mom and at the same time not used to having my parents staying separately from each other.

Dad has been pretty much lively nowadays, and not as grumpy anymore. It's funny to think that we barely talk when I was in secondary school and now we're just like friends. He raise his voice, I raise mine too, and then we talk hahaha :P That's how it has been working all these while and it's all goooood.

As for the sister, kids nowadays just have to be stubborn and rebellious eh? No one is as hard to deal with I swear, I'd rather babysit other kids. and I now understand how mom felt when she once told me this, ok maybe more than once. Nevertheless she's doing alright in her studies despite THAT attitude of hers. Yes THAT, which I couldn't even stand sometimes. But I do believe that someday she'll change for the better. I WAS once like that too.

and as usual, don't really talk much to the brother. I don't think he really cares anyway. How I envy others who have brothers to talk to, take them for movies, games, or just anything brothers do, maybe just a whack in the head or smth.

As for geographical changes, Ipoh's still very much a dead city, not much of development. Trying very very hard to not complain about the heat and mid-year haze back in Malaysia. It has been raining almost everyday and I still feel hot. It's hot that I've been wearing tanks & shorts eversince the day I got home. I miss the weather back in Nottingham.

Nothing much on my side, sorting out stuffs I was supposed to settle while I was away, ran a marathon, and now taking part in a simulation game which will keep me occupied till mid of next month.

Thanks to that else I've a feeling that Im going dumb soon, very very soon. Slowly drifting away.


That's all for now, till then. x

Run To Me.

1:07:50

77/150

:D

Nailedddd it!

Could hardly survive a 10km a few years back hahah 

Ohiiiii dad, Time to pass the baton soon?

Distance.

It's only Day 6, and I feel the distance already.

I need to try getting use to the next 6 months without you here with me. 
imy. x

2.2

Im lousy wtf.
Happy Birthday.